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First Marks
Making space for emergence means keeping watch for what you might encounter in what is left behind. You remove things, pass them over, discard or rearrange them. New configurations take time to become used to. Like new shoes, they can be uncomfortable at first. I have found that being aware of what might be changing,…
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Allotment Autoethnographic Reflections
Murakami works as a writer because he captures in prose those fleeting things that place you at the scene. Suddenly the tantalising smell of grilling cheese in the air. I stop and inhale, the scent displacing me to winter afternoons making cheese on toast. I breathe and realise I am hungry. The polytunnel smells faintly…
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The Landscape of Theoretical Possibilities of Everything
When I was discharged from my section 3 and subsequently left hospital I described what had happened during those 10 weeks as the start of a journey. I didn’t know what the destination would be. I didn’t realise then how unpredictable and demanding the travel would be too. I describe this post at the theoretical…
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YouTube Music Recap – September to November 2025, otherwise entitled “Remembering hospital and not wanting to live”.
I listen to a lot of music. It helps me process my emotions, recognise my emotional state in the moment and regulate my sensory system. This latter aspect was highlighted in the sensory profile that was created within my inpatient care plan; that I use music, in surprising ways, within the context of my sensory…
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Purposeful/less writing – or why this?
I started blogging in 2009 I think and continued on a different blog for another four years using a wordpress hosted platform. Back then, Facebook had only reached the masses for about eighteen months, maybe two years. Social media was a novelty, an unexploited paradise of consumption and audience participation that promised new and exciting…
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Sex and Autism: a gender-queer perspective.
I am a late identified autistic individual who was born biologically female and remains so, but identifies as genderqueer. My sexuality and, following on from this, relationships, have been diverse exciting and often challenging because of the path less trodden that I have chosen, but also because the difference of autistic experience I that have…
